When my brain feels it’s going to fry, I look at my Orchid corner and realize, how beautiful life can be.
White Phalo
Brushed Tips
Birthday Love
Blood Spatter
Sunshine
My Beauties
Tag healing
The Call for a Blessing
I have travelled far from the safety of my nest that I call home.
In this land that I have come to, I feel so much PAIN.
I want to
remove the meaningless and make the meaningful
This is the second morning in a row that I have woken up at the hour of the Veil, 4am is the hour that I call the Veil because it’s the time, I feel the two worlds can communicate. I have such a deep need to talk to the spiritual world.
I ask that this pain that is here is,
lightened and somehow taken away so that my these people I love can live and grow.
There is so much love, I see it between them.
But there is a terrible Pain & Anger that they feel, within. Not for anything that they have done to each other, it’s just rooted and grown on its own from a terrible tragedy.
The Pain & Anger is deep within them and it is choking them like a terrible vine
that is starting to shut out the light.
I WANT TO HELP THEM WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING, THAT I, MYSELF AM IN PAIN.
I now think to myself about Heaven & Hell a thought came to mind.
That perhaps Heaven is happiness and peace of mind & spirit.
Hell is anger & pain that can consume us.
At this hour of the Veil, I have asked with eyes full of tears that this Hell is lifted for these two beautiful beings and that a light can be shown to guide them to happiness and peace of mind. Please, Please Protect them and let the Love shine over them with Warmth, Light, Love and Peace. These two beings so deserve this because they are so beautiful.
written by Issa
She is Immersed in Pain
This past week my step-mother lost her father to another, universal plain. She is immersed in pain, especially today because it is her birthday. I know there is nothing happy about it as I see on FaceBook all the, Happy Birthday wishes.
for Kathy:
We as humans are extremely spiritual,
births are important, especially the time.
We all have powers, it only depends on how in-touch
you are with yours.
She is also very spiritual,
I know that today around the time of her birth, I would give
at least one hour before and after
She would be able to feel her fathers love,
from behind the Vail of the Universal Plain
from where he transcended to.
Her gift will be to feel his presents and love,
while his wife was in labor and he expecting his child to
come into this world.
The joy of seeing her, holding her for the first time.
And his euphoria of proudness of being a
father.
-Issa
The Quickening
It comes so fast that even if
you want to stop it……
you can’t…
It is a rush, that hurts…
no control….. no control….
I try to hold back the tears…..
I try to keep that hard lump
from forming in the pit of my throat….
Swallowing is so hard, it hurts…..
My eyes, my eyes
are stinging, swollen and HOT!
….Daumm….
Why is this happening to me?
I know the rebirth is coming,
but to get there is so hard. …
Will I make it, will I?…
Please, please
don’t let me give in…
I don’t want to go through this again
from the beginning.
Suck it up girl
open your arms
spread your wings
and take the pain, like
The Angel
The Woman
The Queen
that you are.
Feel the fire inside
feel it slicing through you
feel the heat of your passion
sealing the wound shut,
as quick as it cuts.
It is just another wound
battle scar
that you can call your own.
You felt it
you endured it
you have earned it
fair and square.
Don’t be afraid to let it show.
Own it, it is your
Quickening.
Be proud
of your scars
and own them.
They make you
who you are.
Written by Issa
Painting by Neith Nevelson
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