Envy & Jealousy 

This is something that has been felt since the beginning of time.

It seems to have been engraved into us humans, that get stronger as we get older.

It is not bad but it is not good either.

When we are very young children, it can be as simple as:

I love my mommy,

why is my daddy coming

to take my mommy time,

or vise versa.

Or

When older, your best friend get into a relationship

and your friend spends less time with you. 

As a small child it is hard to workout these feelings.

When we do get older, this can become a problem.

When someone TRULY loves them self

and TRULY appreciate the life they have

and still strive to better themselves.

There is no room for

Envy & Jealousy

but only LOVE for all.

I tell you that,

you will have everything you want,

at the right time,

when you can truly appreciate it

TRULY.

Today, we Beings like to rush life,

but shouldn’t.

We must respect the process

of how our life unveils itself to us naturally.

Because we might think that we are ready,

when actually we are not.

By rushing into something we are not ready for,

will surely go 

wrong.

Jealousy & Envy

are NOT bad feelings,

it’s a natural feeling, all beings are born with.

But when you grow Self LOVE within yourself.

Jealousy & Envy

show up less and less in your life

and you start experiencing and seeing signs of guidance

all around you every day.

TRUE self- LOVE

is the only way through it.

-Issa

Marriage , Mirage or Misconception

Friends. Lovers. Marriage. Family and lovers. Partners, sometimes lovers. Roommates. Vacations together as lovers. Partners or just each other’s plus one. Permanent roommates and sometimes friends.

This seems like the timeline of a marriage. How delusional we beings are to think that living in bliss with each other lasts.

Honestly it can work if both are willing to grow with each other because the end game is staying together. But the magic word here is WORK.

Both, not only one must work. Marriage is a partnership, this is what I thought, not a singleship, it takes two.

Because the end result will be the one working on their own, will outgrow the other, then be gone.

Thought: Maybe the word should not be Marriage but

Mirage.

-Issa

-Painting by Issa

Shadow Work

Shadow Work

It’s always easy to accept ones your good side. But, can you accept your dark side and give it love? Your shadow side is filled with childhood trauma, negative thoughts & traits. Your shadow side is the part of you that you don’t want to face.

Did you know that you can accept this side of yourself? You can integrate it with the light you have inside. You will become a superhuman. Subconsciously as children we loved superheroes in comics, wanting to be them. Not understanding that we are the superheroes already when we come of age. We become truly powerful only when we accept our shadow side. We can then use that energy to help those in need.

You can’t be only light without dark, you will be blind others and they will run. You also can’t be only dark, it’s too dangerous. (others will still run)

Accepting, joining, understanding and loving all sides of self, we become enriched with self wealth awareness & true power.

True Superhuman

Shadow work, is not an easy. But it is part of living and self elevation to have peace and become one with self. Why not, be the best you can be.

– Issa

– Painting “Shadow Work” by Issa. It’s has been placed temporarily in someone’s home.

Footnote:

Here on MonkeyBrain has been my personal shadow work/ therapy . Now it’s coming from my fingers in the way of painting. So I’m writing less & painting more.

The Ladies

We are all made up of many different people within ourselves. I love all the ladies who make up my wonderful MonkeyBrain who all keep me entertained. Meet my Girls!

#1, #2, & #3 If you know me you already know their names, LOL.

They all had the same start and I painted them simultaneously.

Do they speak to you? If yes, what are they saying, to you?

-Issa

Bizzy Monkey Brain

Words have not been coming into my brain as of late. Though my fingers have not been busy writing they have been painting. I have been letting the paintings form themselves. No pre-thought went into any of my pieces other than trying many different techniques. I hope you enjoy.

Ascension : I finished this 1 day before my Born Day

This painting I stared the day after my birthday, it began so different. Then took a form all it’s own.

We are all, Enlightened within.

-Issa