The Human Nautilus

November 24, 2023March 25, 2025issabrainmonkeybrain 2 Comments

The study of nature’s grace, in growth, expansion, and renewal. The never ending, cycle of life and our behavior.

We are born & grow: 1 to 5 years

We learn: 6 to 11 yrs

We act out: 12 to 17 yrs

We experiment: 18 to 22

We stand alone: 23 to 29

We realize that not always 2+2 = 4, it varies: 30 to 40

We realize, reflect and get confused: 40 to 50

We understand everything and know nothing, but start to realize that what has influenced us from 1 to 17 has formed our behaviors of today and we can start to heal: 50 to 60

We become calmer and accept: 60 to 70

We hopefully become peaceful: 70 to death.

Not all of us do, understand that our behavior, is a never-ending cycle in our life. From ages 1 to 5, what we see, taste, hear, and feel lays the foundation. This foundation builds our behavior pattern for the rest of our lives. By the time we are halfway through our life cycle, many of us need to revisit our past. We try to fix, understand, accept or come to terms with our life. Doing this ,helps us spend the rest of our years, as

quality time. We can go out with peace.

Issa

Random Soulmates

September 21, 2023September 21, 2023issabrainmonkeybrain Leave a comment

Soulmates, yes plural because I do believe we humans have our feel good tribe of people that we are attracted to. When we are close to these humans we feel good over all, something within us wakes up and an energy within begins to tingle mentally and physically. This is not to be mistaken for sexual arousal even though it is close. Our human soulmates are all around us and all over the world.

I think we humans are too conditioned by “superficial” forces and this blinds our natural instincts to listen to what we naturally have within ourselves to guid us through life correctly.

How is it that with certain humans you automatically feel comfortable, safe, happy, excited and time stands still.

With others you feel disgusted, angry, uncomfortable and just over all annoyed.

Does this have to do with pheromones, DNA or past lives?

Is it possible, with the right people around, you can live your best life because you are a better you?

As “they” say some people bring out the best in us and others bring out the worst in us.

Time/Life is too short to be wasted on the wrong when there is so much right.

-Issa Ready/Pronto?

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Slap the person

July 11, 2023issabrainmonkeybrain 5 Comments

Is it possible to be grateful and feel lost all at the same time? I am a grateful human but It is so strange that during a day I lose myself many times. I find myself wondering, what was I doing? Where am I? What am I doing here? I do end up finding myself after a few minutes but the confusion is strange.

I realize that when we humans lose someone very close to us we have a few ways to deal with the loss.

We throw ourselves into our work and not think about it, but the outcome later is. The feelings we purposely avoided comes out when we least expect it and this can be very embarrassing at times if we are not alone.

Or, we want to deal with our loss, but have a family that demands our attention and this distracts us from dealing with our loss. (Result) Same as above.

We also can take what time we can find and be alone and mourn for our loss by either crying, feeling anger, feeling guilt, processing all events in our mind, remembering moments or actually feeling the void in its fullness. We can’t know how much time this will take, every loss is different from another. Our feelings are at different depths for everyone. Also each one of us are exceptionally different humans in our way to process.

Someone said to me the other day. “I am sorry for your loss, but we all will lose our parents in our lifetime.”

My first reaction was to slap the person (which I did quietly in my mind), but the fact is true. I remember my grandmother telling me, “Issa, all the family I grew up with is dead. All my friends of my youth are gone, yes I have young friends but I don’t understand them when they talk, the world is so different.”

So, yes I have many more losses to come, so I better stock up on bandages, gauze and antiseptic to be ready to stitch & repair my heart over and over again before it is my time to transcend.

Issa summer 2023