How passionate are U?

Some of us are extremely passionate about everything and are loud about it. Some of us seem to have no passion about anything because we are so quite. Some of us have passion that comes and goes, because we are so easily distracted. 

We are all passionate but the world has different names for us, extroverts, introverts or fickle.

*Some quick information: Today in our world, year 2020 we were hit with COVID. Many do not know that COVID hits us in a secret place in our bodies that no one talks about. It depletes us of our beautiful happy hormone( Serotonin) keeps it at bay for many months after. Science has found that without treatment many of us humans. Find ourselves in a depressed state, with the blahs or just a lack of passion in our lives for anything.

So, how passionate are you today? In hospitals here in Italy, they give serotonin pills to nurses and doctors. This is for those who have had COVID to snap out of the blahs. Therapists and psychologists are prescribing it left and right. It is a 5-day treatment, I have been told.

Go for a walk in nature. Start watching silly comedies and laugh. Eat your protein and dark leafy veggies. Or just hang out with your favorite person. These are a few of my suggestions.

If you feel stressed or are lacking passion take responsibility for your body, mind & soul. Give yourself a little fun to jump start your happy hormone again and have a wonderful life.

My Rant

One war, one argument and 3 days later the anger still lingers, not a good sign.

I am an unapologetic woman, my wisdom, my experiences, my scars, my life I have earned. I was warned over a decade ago. That certain humans would never be capable of, stand by my side as an equal. Because I was too advanced and have experienced too much already in my life.

Too be honest I thought it was a snobbish statement. 

I completely understand now after a decade. My anger at the moment is so deep and strong, hopefully writing this will calm me.

This weekend I found myself in a situation, of a one on one confrontation. My argument was strong and valid. But the soul I chose to spend my life with, went to the other side against me. What the _ _ _ _!!!! 

An onlooker, a bystander, a stranger came out from nowhere, to stand by my side and shut the situation down with 4 words. 

“She is correct, look.”

My feelings are so different now, I feel like I have been cut and now a crust is forming that will leave a nasty scar. I am afraid I won’t manage to get past this. This is due to the reason I was given for going against me in public. 

“Even though you were correct, I care what others think and I was embarrassed by your actions” 

These words are now seared on my Monkey Brain now.

One war, one argument and 3 days later the anger still lingers, not a good sign.

Jan 2023

Jan 2023 Peace

WOW, it is 2023 and my Monkey Brain has been on overload with thoughts and ideas. I am loving this New Year so much already, how many of you can agree with me? My yearly ritual of “Out with the Old and In with the New” has been fantastic! Normally I need to work hard at getting rid of the Old. I remove contacts in my phone that I don’t need. I also clear out clothing I don’t wear. My house gets a thorough cleaning. I part ways with people I don’t need to have in my life anymore. But this year it seems that my Higher Powers that be, did it all for me.

For this I am Thankful & Grateful. I am so filled with Gratitude and we are still in January. I am Thankful that everyone I know and love are in good health. I see so many people every day. They have a positivism all around them like an aura. Though they might not, even feel it.

I am thankful for this new peacefulness I feel within myself. I need to share it with as many people as I can.

What Peace can I give to you?