???‘Involvement’ and ‘Commitment’???

I don’t know if it is bad of me to say this about myself but…….

I actually have an extremely hard time with commitment.

After 47 years on this earth I still can’t actually commit to many things fully.

I do try, but somewhere I fall to the wayside and fizzle out or get sidetracked.

I read a daily prompt of someone’s, blog on “Commit” and they wrote.

“The difference between ‘involvement’ and ‘commitment’ is like an eggs and ham breakfast. The chicken was involved – the pig was committed.”

Then they had examples of marriage, children and adopting animals. Well after reading their post I realized I have been just involved so I guess I am a chicken.

They also wrote how “Committed they are to their marriage through the good and bad. Not giving up on their children is important. If they adopt a dog, they should not take it back to the shelter. These are all things I have done.

I must add that, I have committed myself to self-healing and improving my life. This commitment has made me a better woman for my daughter and husband. If I had only been involved, I would not have become who I am today. A woman who is strong and someone many people trust and love.

So I wold just like to write that I have committed to self healing and being involved in life.

And maybe the Ham is not as good, without the Eggs.

 -Issa

via Daily Prompt: Commit

A Knackered situation

I spoke to a word press friend the other day who “likes” my posts. When I brought up one of the posts she “liked” she said she did not read it because she was too Knackered

I personally feel extremely guilty to “like” a post I don’t read.

Do you?

-Issa

via Daily Prompt: Knackered

Thoughts while cleaning the Stove.

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Friendships

Friends who are jealous

of other friends.

Must understand that

we all have our place

in our friends lives,

that on one can replace.

It is not about you

who my friends are,

It’s about me.

-Issa

My Beauties

When my brain feels it’s going to fry, I look at my Orchid corner and realize, how beautiful life can be.

#orchidsItaly

White Phalo

#orchidsItaly

Brushed Tips

#orchidsItaly

Birthday Love

#orchidsItaly

Blood Spatter

#orchidsItaly

Sunshine

 

 

via Daily Prompt: FryFry

A passport to my brain is needed.

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I need to know your destination, when you are speaking to me.

Where would you like to fly to, in my web-like brain, to seek conversation?

Certain places in there, all you need is an I.D.

Other places you just need to show up and be present.

You need a passport to enter the forbidden areas

so I know, that you know

of the risked you will be taking

when entering.

In this is a place of consciousness & realness

the bandage of fantasy will be ripped off when entering.

So have your passports ready

open to your photo

as you pass through the gates of

my brain.

-Issa

  Passport